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  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Cant help falling in love with you - Klaus Nomi
  • Reading: Messer
It's been a few weeks since I updated my journal. Even though I dont wanna replace my Rammstein concert review, I just need to write something, I dunno. :P

Sad to say that Im back home. Yeah I missed my parents, but I still prefer living up north more than down here. Especially with that stupid Amendment 1 thing being passed. Makes me wanna leave this place even more now. That and there's no one outside my family that's even worth staying here for. Well I have to think about being reasonable and I mean I just did get a stable job. Dont want to give that up just yet. Speaking of that place, the boss has started giving me hardly any hours. Fucking lovely. T________T  Hopefully things'll pick up in a few weeks cause by the end of June hopefully I'll be on the road.

Life outside the job and the vacation to NYC has been the same pretty much. I've learnt to deal with it at this point. I celebrated my 21st birthday by going on my first legal booze run. Got me a bottle of Lindeman's wine. Good stuff I must say. But just because Im 21 now doesnt mean Im gonna drink until Im dead. Im not that stupid. Only drinking when I feel I deserve one. And never when depressed. That just makes shit ten times worse. I learned that the hard way. NEVER AGAIN! D8< Sucks I cant go to O'Charley's like it was planned since money's tight. Oh well. Shit happens. As is always the case with me.

Oh and today my copy of "Messer" came in the mail. I've been wanting that book not only for the poetry but for the pictures as well. In a way I'm using the book for references for my own creations.

This would have been a longer journal but right now I too much on my mind to even think of the stuff I've done the past couple of weeks I've been back. It's one of those nights where I think I'll never get a break from the usual shit that goes on in my life personally and socially. Eh, that's life for me I guess. :P

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Courtney
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Living the dream! :heart:
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Just a regular Music fan who does have a sense of logic.

Things I like include:
-Old and some New school Video games
-Drawing. Traditional or Digital, doesnt really matter to me. I love art in general.
-Music. I love a variety but lately its been mostly Soundtrack and Rock music.
-Silent Films. The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari especially.
-Being with my true friends.
-Talking to online friends and having a blast while doing so.
-Money when it's convenient.
-Stories with a decent plot!
-THIS MAN :iconglompsomethingplz::icontilllindemannplz:

Things I cant stand include:
-Stuff that people wont stop bitching and bugging me about that I dont want to hear!
-People cramming their ideas and opinions down my throat, even when they know I could care less about their opinions if I dont like them.
-Drama/attention Whores
-Weaboos
-Kids on youtube
-Fanboys/girls who cant take criticism and take comments like a stake to the heart. And go so far as to make death threats and actually try to hurt someone.
-Molasses
-The Unknown. You know that feeling you get where you're sometimes too scared to close your eyes at night, then once you do, you're too scared to open them? Thats a good way to put how much the unknown scares the shit out of me.:iconohshitplz:

:iconkillitwithfire::iconedwardcullenplz::iconbellaplz::iconjacobblackplz::iconkillthatwithfire:

I hate Twilight and think it's a fucking piece of garbage! Deal with it!

I love what I choose to love and I hate what I choose to hate, for those who dont like that fact, you can just suck on my invisible left nut for all I care!

I tend to draw myself alot. I dont know why, but I usually like how my stuff turns out. I hope that doesnt make me a conceited bitch because I draw myself so much. :iconnotimpressedplz:


My Awesome Online British Brother!
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Favorite Artists:
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Current Residence: Brennenburg Castle, hiding in a wardrobe! :P
deviantWEAR sizing preference: I LIKE EM BIG, I LIKE EM CHUNKY!
Favourite genre of music: German Industrial Metal, German 80's Punk, Gothic Rock, Rock, Jpop, Jrock, Techno, Oldies, Swing, 80s, I have a variety!
Favourite photographer: me, some friends, and the pros on DA
Favourite style of art: Anime, Abstract, Non objective, Original, If I like your stuff then you will know! :D
Operating System: Dell Computer. I'd love a Mac but yeah. Im not rich.
MP3 player of choice: Knockoff IPOD at the moment. 8 GB's not too shabby. :D
Shell of choice: I like Eggs!
Wallpaper of choice: Sexy
Skin of choice: Whatever's comfortable
Favourite cartoon character: Villians and egotistical bastards turn me on!
Personal Quote: You have a problem with my choices in life, too bad! I'm a bitch! Deal with it!
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:iconnikagika:
Thanks for the watch! :D

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~ABUsIVE-UkE 1 day ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Youre welcome! I absolutely love your art style! :D

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:D

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happy b.day :icondatlawplz:

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~ABUsIVE-UkE May 2, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thaaaanks! :icondateustassplz:

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~Damon1515 Apr 9, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the watch~

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~ABUsIVE-UkE Apr 9, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem!

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~ryyu-kun Mar 13, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Heyyy!
thanks for faving (is that even a word) my Flake picture 8D!
...And I wanted to tell you that I like your ID! xD
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~ABUsIVE-UkE Mar 14, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Youre welcome! :hug:
And thanks for liking my ID pic. XD

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~ryyu-kun Mar 15, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
np :dummy:

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